| 6/11/03 |
Hannah |
Message #1310 |
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Hey Josh, well I can't believe that it's already the middle of June. My birthday is in about 8 days and I'm excited and also nervous. I wish you were here so we could have our traditional June Birthday party, it just won't be the same without you here. I hope and pray you come home soon, or that we would just be able to get some sort of answer as to what happened, everyone misses you a lot. If you aren't back home yet by the time your Birthday I just wanted you to know we will be having a drink in your honor. Come home soon, so we can all celebrate together. Always, Hannah |
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| 6/9/03 |
Melissa |
Message #1309 |
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"Dear Josh, ... Now that I know about you, you will continue to be in my thoughts and prayers. In the summer of 2000, I went through one of the biggest heartaches of my life. At certain points, I didn't think I could breath. Then a friend played, ''If You Want Me To'' by Ginny Owens and I'll never forget these lyrics because the words brought me so much comfort to me. ... It may not be the way I would have chosen ... When you lead me through a world that's not my home ... But You never said it would be easy ... You only said I'd never go alone ... I hope wherever you are you know you're not alone. I hope you come home soon!" |
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| 6/7/03 |
Lizzy |
Message #1308 |
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Hey Josh...school is finally out and summer is finally here! We had a Whopper Feed in Belview for you on Thursday, a lot of people showed up and i was glad! They all came for you! I hope you come home this summer or we find you..We miss you so much and can't wait until the day you come home! we love you soo much..Love, Lizzy |
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| 6/6/03 |
Mom |
Message #1307 |
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Josh, Yesterday Ric, Barb and I went to Belview for another benifit held for you. It was a Whopper Feed. Your aunt Vic organized it and your cousins, Grandparents, uncles and alot of other poeple from Belview helped. There were alot of poeple there. I hadn't seen so many of them for so many years. You touched alot of poeples lives and they all came there to show how much they care and miss you. I hope there is some way you can feel all the love and hope that is out there for you. I love and miss you so much. Some days I don't know how much more I can take. We pray everyday we will find you or you will find your way home. Love Mom |
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| 6/6/03 |
Wendy |
Message #1306 |
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Hey Josh! Just wanted to let you know that we are still thinking about you and wishing you were home every day! Hope to see you soon! |
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| 6/5/03 |
Nick |
Message #1305 |
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Hi Josh. I'm now settling in here in beautiful St. Paul, which is of course significantly closer to Maple Lake than Fergus Falls is. It should be much easier for us to get together over the summer months now that I'm here. Now that I have a new bedroom, outside of Maur 105, I've realized yet again just how big of an influence you have been in my life. I was putting up pictures in my room, and you were in almost all of them. I miss you every time I look at them, but I also continue to hope. Please, Josh, come home soon. |
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| 6/3/03 |
Laurie Dircks |
Message #1304 |
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Hey Josh...just wanted you to know that I think about you every day and pray for the day you come home. ~Laurie |
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| 6/3/03 |
Marie Hire |
Message #1303 |
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"The new pictures of Josh are wonderful, especially the one of him and Katie. He just looks happy and full of life. I never had to the chance to know my cousin on an everyday basis but that picture tells me exactly what a wonderful person he is. I keep him in my prayers every minute of the day. ... Love always, Cousin Marie" |
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| 6/3/03 |
Kathy |
Message #1302 |
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"I hope you know you are all in my thoughts and prayers. I have never met you, but I linked to you from the KQ web site, and feel I need to send you all the support I can. I pray everyday that today is the day you find Josh. Don't ever give up!!!! And to who ever knows ANYTHING about where Josh is, you need to come forward and help his family and friends! No one deserves the pain of not knowing where their son is! Keep the faith, and if there is anything I can do to help, please contact me! Best wishes and love to you all. ... ~Kathy" |
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| 6/2/03 |
Bob |
Message #1301 |
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. . . still praying in Wisconsin . . . |
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| 5/31/03 |
Aunt Barb |
Message #1300 |
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Well, Josh, it's that time of year again - graduation. I'm reminded of yours 3 years ago and how proud I was to be your aunt. You gave such a great speech! It was a great day. I am, of course, still extremely proud of you and who you are. I think about you many times throughout every day and I pray for your return. I love you. Aunt Barb |
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| 5/29/03 |
Kate |
Message #1299 |
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I had a dream about you last night. It was so real; you and I were just driving around in my old car (you were driving, of course). It was like you were never gone. You were making jokes, and you let me tell you all the dumb little things that no one else would care about. It was so nice to have you to talk to again...even if it was just in my dreams. You need to come home because no one can replace the spot you have in my life, and I need you. I hope you are safe, and I pray everyday that we find you and bring you back to our lives. I miss you, and I love you so much. |
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| 5/27/03 |
Lizzy |
Message #1298 |
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Hey Josh...3 more days of school left!!! I can't believe it....I have no clue what I am going to do this summer but one thing is for sure is I know you are gonna come home this summer or else we will find you! We miss you so much JosH! We love you so much and pray that you come home! We know you will!!*** Love, Lizzy |
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| 5/27/03 |
Anonymous |
Message #1297 |
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Hey Josh...3 more days of school left!!! I can't believe it....I have no clue what I am going to do this summer but one thing is for sure is I know you are gonna come home this summer or else we will find you! We miss you so much JosH! We love you so much and pray that you come home! We know you will!!*** Love, Lizzy |
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| 5/27/03 |
Paul M. Cheney |
Message #1296 |
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"Hey Josh, ... I just wanted to drop you a line to let you know that all your Arizona Cheney cousins are going to be at Tony's wedding August 23rd. Jen and Marie will fly in on their own, and Sara will fly in with your aunt and me. We hope and pray you will be there as well. Just think of what a great time it will be to have all the cousins together at the same time and place (for the first time). We are all excited about it. Keep the faith and know that you will be there as well. Later Josh. Love, Uncle Paul and Aunt Lin ... " |
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| 5/22/03 |
Lindsay Benson |
Message #1295 |
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Hey Josh.. It's really weird coming home after work and not seeing your car in my parking at the house. It was almost an everyday thing the past summers. I think about you everyday, and pray that you are alright. Everyone is thinking about you, and ready for you to come home! Be strong buddy! |
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| 5/18/03 |
Winter |
Message #1294 |
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"To The Family and Friends of this Young Man that touched so many of your lives.My thoughts and prayers are with you all.I lost my best friend on April 25,2003 he was shot and killed and I know it tore me up inside but he is in a better place now and all I can do is keep his memory alive.I can't imagen how hard it must be on you all to not know where Josh is and if he is okay.All you can do now is think the worst but hope and pray for the best and my prayers are with you all.Kate Keep your head up and stay strong for him,yourself and his family sweetie. ... Winter in VA ... Bart sent me this site so he is keeping the hope alive here in VA! " |
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| 5/16/03 |
Nick |
Message #1293 |
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Hi Josh. I was in the Cities yesterday, attending Liz's senior voice recital. I was in a bookstore and happened across the highly-acclaimed "Master of the Senate," an account of Lyndon Johnson's years in the U.S. Senate as its most powerful Majority Leader. As I began to read, my mind quickly turned to you, as I couldn't stop thinking about how much you would enjoy the book. It's the perfect topic for another great political discussion between us. Even though I never saw you much during the summers we were friends, this summer still has been drastically different without you. Life will never be the same until you come home. I miss you. Nick |
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| 5/15/03 |
Tony |
Message #1292 |
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"I won't pretend to understand what you are going through. This is a hope site, and I hope that your precious son comes home alive. I did hear Joshua's father on the radio the other day, and it was obvious that he maintains the hope, and keeps the faith. ... I am so sorry for your loss, but it is a loss. Your precious son has gone to a place that you and I can only hope we are worthy of. ... I will continue to pray for you and yours. ... Now is the time for healing.... the saga will be solved. Do not fail the other members of your family, don't obsess. ... What has happened cannot be changed, and again, I pray for your peace. ... tony ... " |
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| 5/15/03 |
Katie |
Message #1291 |
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Hey Josh...I just wanted you to know that I watched "A Few Good Men" tonight. All your favorite lines...I could picture you saying them, much better than Tom Cruise, of course. I love you and miss you. |
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| 5/15/03 |
Aunt Barb |
Message #1290 |
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Well, Josh, the Trident seems to have finished and ruled out the lakes on campus. It's so hard to know how to feel. We all want to know where you are, but as always, hope that you will just show up on your own. Your parents are working so hard and will continue to do so. It just means coming up with another step to eliminate possibilities. I miss you and pray for your safe return everyday. I love you. Aunt Barb |
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| 5/14/03 |
Katie |
Message #1289 |
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I miss you so much Joshua. There aren't words to express the void I feel in my life without you here. I keep having this dream that you come back, and it's the greatest feeling being able to hug and kiss you. Then, I wake up and realize it's just a dream. I can't wait until my dream comes true. I think about you every day; I think about everything we've done together. I love you, Josh. Please come back soon. Love, Kate |
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| 5/14/03 |
Mom |
Message #1288 |
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Josh, I haven't written you for a bit. Mothers Day was very sad without you. I kept hoping you would walk in the door. Your birthday is in about a month. The big 21. I will pray everyday that you are home to celebrate it with everyone. Your Dad was on KQRS again today. They are so nice for talking to him and keeping the word out. I love and miss you. Love Mom |
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| 5/14/03 |
Jenifer Renteria |
Message #1287 |
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"Josh , ... Larry and I have prayed for you every day and hope that you will soon be home safely . Lisa and Brian , our thoughts and prayers are with you. We love you and think about you constantly. ... Your Cousin , ... Jenifer" |
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| 5/14/03 |
DIANNA |
Message #1286 |
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"JOSHUA, ... YOU ARE IN SO MANY PEOPLE'S THOUGHTS & PRAYERS. WE ALL WISH YOU A SAFE RETURN FROM WHERE EVER YOU ARE. THERE IS ALWAYS HOPE THROUGH PRAYER. ... TO JOSHUAS FAMILY, ... MY HEART GOES OUT TO YOUR ENTIRE FAMILY IF THERE IS ANYTHING AT ALL THAT YOU NEED PLEASE FEEL FREE TO SEND ME A E-MAIL I AM WILLING TO HELP WITH WHATEVER I CAN DO IF ANYTHING. I LIVE IN ROSEVILLE MINNESOTA. I WILL KEEP YOU AND JOSH IN MY PRAYERS. " |
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| 5/13/03 |
Lizzy |
Message #1285 |
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Hey Josh - Sorry I haven't written anything in here for a while! I got confirmed though! I am so glad I am done with confirmation! I was looking forward to seeing all my relatives but most important I was hoping you would have shown up. You didn't though but I know you are coming home but just get here soon! We miss you so much and just want you home! We all Love you! Lizzy |
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| 5/11/03 |
Aunt Deb |
Message #1284 |
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Josh..it's Mother's Day. I've watched your mom these many months show strength and courage I never would be able to display. She is truly an amazing woman. My admiration and awe have increased a hundred fold for both your parents. They love you so much and are working tirelessly to leave no stone unturned in their determination to bring you home. I am continuously humbled by their courage. You and they are in my daily prayers. My love to you all...Aunt Deb |
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| 5/10/03 |
Nick |
Message #1283 |
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Hi Josh. Here I am, on the verge of graduation. I still don't know how I feel about leaving St. John's. What I do know is that if you were here I would have far fewer reservations, because things would be in order. I will be sad to leave my friends behind, but I am much more sad that none of us has a chance to enjoy your presence for over six months. There are many wonderful people working to bring you home. Please come home soon, Josh. I miss you. |
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| 5/10/03 |
erin |
Message #1282 |
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| 5/10/03 |
Jen |
Message #1281 |
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Josh - i dont know you but i know you were a great friend and you mean a lot to many people. i continue to believe all will turn for the better. |
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| 5/10/03 |
Bart |
Message #1280 |
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Josh i think about u everyday man, i wish u were here now, i pray for the day u are here again until then u are in my heart and in my thoughts of past times, i miss u so much, LCpl Bart Kilgo United States Marine Corp, |
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| 5/9/03 |
Abigail |
Message #1279 |
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"Josh- ... I really feel the warmth and love of everyone who has posted messages on your site. I may not have known you but I truly know what a wonderful person you are. I pray everyday for you and your family. The people close to you have been graced with amazing strength. I look forward to the day they are able to hold you in their arms once again. Stay strong Josh we will find you! " |
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| 5/9/03 |
Wanda |
Message #1278 |
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"Josh, ... You continue to be in our prayers. ... Your dad and mom are are being the strong and brave people that you know them to be. I am proud to know them and want so much for them to find some peace with your disappearance. ... Praying that this will be a very happy Mothers Day. Wanda" |
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| 5/8/03 |
Angie |
Message #1277 |
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Josh, you and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. I think about you every day even though I have never meet you. Be strong everyone. I will keep you in my prayers. God Bless you. |
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| 5/8/03 |
MIKE CIALONE |
Message #1276 |
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"PLEASE LET ME KNOW IF YOU WOULD LIKE ME TO COME OUT THERE ... TO MINNESOTA TO ASSIST IN SOME WAY. I LIVE HERE IN NYC, I HAVE ... A FEW DAYS OF VACATION TIME IN THE LAST WEEK OF MAY. I AM VERY ... TOUCHED BY THE PHOTOS OF THIS VERY SPECIAL PERSON. I UNDERSTAND ... THE SORROW OF WHAT IT'S LIKE TO HAVE A SISTER IN ANOTHER STATE SO FAR AWAY ... AND YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT'S HAPPENING. PLEASE, LET ME KNOW HOW I CAN HELP ! ... " |
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| 5/7/03 |
Marie Hire |
Message #1275 |
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"Now it is May and school is almost to an end. Although the question is still there what happen to you that very November night walking home. Most of the students will leave campus but the search will continue. Each night I still say a prayer for you and each morning I say a prayer for the events to come that day. We will always love you and miss you Josh. ... Marie" |
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| 5/7/03 |
a mom |
Message #1274 |
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just got linked to your website thru a friend. Wanted to tell you all to hang in there, don't lose hope and trust in God to meet all your needs. He will be there for you. Lots of people are praying for Josh's safe return to his family and friends. |
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| 5/6/03 |
Anonymous |
Message #1273 |
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Everyday I pray for a safe return from wherever you may be Josh. I see the missing posters everywhere and I check the web site everyday. Everyone loves you and misses you so very much! |
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| 5/6/03 |
Bob |
Message #1272 |
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Don't ever lose hope. More people than you'll ever know are praying for you every day. |
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| 5/5/03 |
Anonymous |
Message #1271 |
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I don't know Josh personally, but from reading this website and posts I know he is a remarkable and beloved young man. My heart goes out to Josh's family and friends. I cannot imagine what all this must be like. Don't give up hope, he will come back to you. You are all in my thoughts and prayers. God bless. |
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| 5/4/03 |
Kate |
Message #1270 |
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Josh...I've been thinking about you a lot today. The end of the semester's here, and I'll be moving home soon. Summer won't be the same without you to spend my time with. I wish you would show up at my door. I wish we could find you. I pray for you everyday. I love you Josh. Love, Katie |
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| 5/4/03 |
Liz |
Message #1269 |
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Hey Josh ~ I know I didn't know you very well but Nick talks about you so much I feel like I do. I will always remember the first time I met you. I was cross examining you as Billie Johnson and you weren't giving in to anything. Even though I was getting mad, pretty much the only thing in my mind was awe at how good you were. I know I'll never get to compete against you again cause I'm graduating, but I'd love to be able to cheer your team on all the way to nationals next year! |
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| 5/4/03 |
Suzanne Krasnow( Leahy) |
Message #1268 |
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Josh, Man you need to come home! I can just sit here and think of all the great times we had growing up together. I may be a world away in the Air Force, but I am still thinking about you and praying for your safe return. Love ya buddy! SSgt Suzanne Krasnow USAF |
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| 5/2/03 |
Trent Vandergon |
Message #1267 |
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"Hey Josh, Now that I am in the military I have learned what friends mean to me. You are a friend to everybody. My thoughts and prayers for you and your family. ... Amn Trent Vandergon ... United States Air Force" |
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| 5/2/03 |
Hannah |
Message #1266 |
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Hey Josh~ Well today is the last day of classes, and I can't believe that the year is already over. It's hard to think about starting summer without you. I remember last summer when you, Katie, Jason, and myself set off fireworks at Katie's house, and just the nights of just hanging out with you and Katie, just chatting. I guess I never thought how much I would miss you until you were gone. I hope and pray you come home soon, so we can all have fun in the sun together. Miss you lots, Hannah |
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| 5/2/03 |
Alex |
Message #1265 |
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Hey Josh, I'm an ocean away right now in Ireland, but I still think about you every day buddy. I was with you the day you left and we all hope for the day you come back. You're in my prayers. |
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| 5/1/03 |
Lindsay Benson |
Message #1264 |
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Well Joshua, the school year is over for me tomorrow, isn't that weird? I can't believe it. I have one more final left, now I know what you were talking about before when you said they were terrible.. they are! It's really hard to think about tests. It's been so beautiful up here. I sit outside with the sun beating down on me, staring at the sky and pray that you are doing the same thing I am. I just want to be done with school, come home and actually help everyone bring you home. I washed my car the other day, and thought about you.. I know how much you like to have a clean car. There are so many things that make me think of you.. I just want you to come home. Love you lots! Lindsay |
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| 5/1/03 |
Uncle Paul |
Message #1263 |
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"Hey Josh, ... I just spent some time in NW AZ for business. I was in the Joshua Tree National Park so, as usual, you were with me the whole time. I picked up a package of Joshua Tree seeds to plant in the back yard. I can't wait until you can see it. I am sending 5 packages to your mom. As soon as she heard I got some, she wanted some. I am sending extras so that if your Dad, Barb, Tony or someone else wants to plant them, they can. You know your aunt and I think of you every day. We will not give up. You shouldn't either. Keep the faith Josh. We love you. ... Love, ... Uncle Paul and Aunt Lin" |
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| 5/1/03 |
Kate |
Message #1262 |
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Josh...The sun is shining and there's a light breeze...Baseball Weather. Everything reminds me of you, and I miss you more each day. I pray you are safe. I love you so much. Love, Kate |
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| 5/1/03 |
Mary Visser (Eischens) |
Message #1261 |
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"My thoughts and prayers are with you Lisa, Brian, and family. I can't imagine the pain you are going through. I hope and pray Josh will come home to you safely. May God bless you. ... Josh, I think of you often and I remember you as a cute little boy. You have really grown into a nice young man who has a lot of family and friends who love you very much. I hope you are safe and that you come home to them soon." |
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